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08 May 2009 @ 11:02 am
Supernatural 4x21  
Holy shit. Since rumbling of thunder woke me around 4:30 AM, I about watched this ep thrice already. Still, can not compute.

    Grow up!

  • Just for the record, BOBBY IS MADE OF AWESOME. And if it isn't his sarcasm that's going to make you snicker, it's his emotional bond to the boys that'll make you choke up with tears. That scene in the junk yard where Bobby confronts Sam may be my favorite one of this episode. He did great at transfering his doubt about whether they're doing the right thing here, his love for the boys and his desperation at just wanting to help Sam in that scene. And if Bobby's breaking voice wasn't enough Sam has to go point-blank that gun at his own heart and bring on the puppy eyes. *bawls*

  • You're a dick these days.

    What the hell's up with Cas? He clearly isn't happy with what he had to do if his angelic sad face is anything to go buy. BUT WHAT IS GOING ON?! They really do come on like shady politicans from Planet Vulcan by now.

  • I'm losing my mind.

    I love love love what they did with Sam's hallucinations. This traverse of pain and fear (Alistair's torture chamber), loss and guilt (Jessica's death and his inability to save her), disullusionment and self-loathing (14-year-old Sam full of dreams and hopes versus his grown up, broken counterpart), betrayal and damnation (Dean's you're a monster and you're nothing to me), and doubt and self-reaffirmation (his trust in Dean versus his vision of Mary).
    And what a fabulous performance on Jared's part. The boy's really grown. ♥

  • If I do this, Sammy doesn't have to?

    I got the sinking feeling whatever Dean committed himself to here, it ain't what he thought it was. And isn't it just a bit pretentious to sell his soul or make a deal for Sam again when knowing what the last did to them and forbidding his brother to do the same? Maybe pretentious is the wrong word. I guess it's just all the more heartbreaking. Oh Dean.

  • When all this is over, I hope we can fix things.

    *heartfisting* Oh how this line hurts after knowing what happened next. How Sam's begging his brother to do this together, to just trust him once, and how Dean's just the ever stubborn Winchester (however justifiable the reason) telling Sam that he's a monster before putting that awful ultimatum out there. It felt like a fist to the gut and a door in the face. Boys, you're killing me here. Kripke, go fix them. Now.

  • Bulletin of shallowness: the brother against brother fist fight? Mighty hot.

A whole WEEK till the next episode. Oh the agony. How will we pass the time? *clings*
Current Mood: ecstaticecstatic
clubinthesky on May 8th, 2009 10:28 am (UTC)
Bobby cracked me up more than once, HE'S MY FAVORITE.

I think there's something wrong above. Castiel's been looking even more confused than before.

They did great with Sam's hallucinations, color me impressed, jpad.

I don't think Dean would EVER not get into deals again when it comes to Sam. *sob*

My past time would be FEEL GOOD fics. I need them D:
ヴェレーナ: Sam back colorongiara on May 10th, 2009 05:55 am (UTC)
Yeah, something tells me Cas is only a pawn just as much as Sam and Dean are. *wibbles*

And thanks for the feel-good fics plan, I've been working through my fics bookmarks trying to keep busy till Thursday.
Annemiek: Sammy (Colin Ford) - Evilannemiek81 on May 8th, 2009 11:50 am (UTC)
ヴェレーナ: wee!Sam looking upongiara on May 10th, 2009 05:56 am (UTC)
*uses appropriate icon*
mouth full of wiseass: sammy facecrossmymind on May 8th, 2009 02:11 pm (UTC)
All of it makes my heart hurt. And I would really love to know what's going on with Cas, too!
ヴェレーナ: sam eyeongiara on May 10th, 2009 05:57 am (UTC)
Your Sammy pout icon reduces me to embarrasing noises. D'aww. ♥

Cas better gets his act together and start fighting for the boys' side. *nods*
Edenoverstreets on May 8th, 2009 03:28 pm (UTC)
That "I hope we can fix things" line totally broke me. OH BOYS. D: PLZ GET IT TOGETHER.
ヴェレーナ: sd bluesongiara on May 10th, 2009 05:59 am (UTC)
Me too. Gosh, I hope they grant us with a minature reunion before going on hiatus. This summer is going to be hard as it is. *clings*
Vera: Supernatural (Dean: I Give Up)raths_kitten on May 10th, 2009 01:49 am (UTC)
and how Dean's just the ever stubborn Winchester (however justifiable the reason) telling Sam that he's a monster before putting that awful ultimatum out there.

And this after Bobby, the ever-wise Bobby, specifically told him not to be such a moron. :'(

I have a feeling Dean swearing the oath is gonna lead to something bad. There must have been a reason Castiel specifically made him repeat and swear. It's like selling his soul all over again. - Which Bobby sensed right away. - Then again, he's still Dean. Of course he would just do it all over again in a heartbeat. Even with Sam drinking demon blood, he's still his Sammy. *sniff*
ヴェレーナ: jessongiara on May 10th, 2009 06:02 am (UTC)
Bobby's a star. Period. And Dean did a bang up job of getting through to Sam, didn't he? *sighs* It's not that I don't get where Dean's coming from, and everybody know's you say things in anger that you don't mean but but but this is going to be a bitch to get over.

There must have been a reason Castiel specifically made him repeat and swear.
Gosh, I hope so. I hope it'll lessen the power they have over him. You know, if Cas decided to stray from the orders from up above or so.

This season finale is going to kill me.
Vera: Supernatural (Boys: Green/Grey)raths_kitten on May 10th, 2009 05:05 pm (UTC)
Yeah, Dean couldn't have done anything worse than lie and call him a monster. Even though we knew he didn't mean it. But I guess he thought Sam would be hurt and stop. Instead if just pushed him over the edge. :'(

And seeing how much they just love talking and confessing their true feelings, it's gonna take all of season 5 to maybe get over. If even. God, I need fanfic!

I hope it'll lessen the power they have over him.
I actually thought just the opposite. That now by swearing the oath, Dean has made himself available for possession, or useage, or somehow agreed that they could beam him away and put him where he's needed. Or some kinda puppeteer shit. He didn't swear to Cas. :-/

I know! Big Bang should start sooner, to give us something to be distracted and get cheered up with.
ヴェレーナ: life is painongiara on May 10th, 2009 05:46 pm (UTC)
God, I need fanfic!
I concur. And they better not drag this out all of season 5 or I'll end up an emotional wreck.

Or some kinda puppeteer shit.
*shifty eyes* I hope not. Well, Dean swore obedience to God and to you guys, so I'm still hoping there's one way or another to weasle out of this one. Maybe. *pulls hair*
Vera: Supernatural (Dean: Hero)raths_kitten on May 11th, 2009 01:16 pm (UTC)
Yeah, let's think positive. Maybe now that Dean's part of God's army, he's protected again some form of demon power, like maybe they can't throw him against the wall anymore. Or if they do, Dean's archangel will come smite them. (And btw, why doesn't he get one, anyways? He's important.)
ヴェレーナ: Impala tree-lined-highwayongiara on May 12th, 2009 07:39 pm (UTC)
maybe they can't throw him against the wall anymore
Haha, Dean not meeting walls? On this show? Not going to happen.

And archangel for Dean? Now that's a thought I like. But he's still got Sammy.
Veraraths_kitten on May 12th, 2009 08:50 pm (UTC)
Heh, right, what would he need a weak archangel for when he's got his very own antichrist-to-be. ;)
ヴェレーナ: sam powersongiara on May 12th, 2009 08:51 pm (UTC)
Meewanspotter on May 11th, 2009 05:42 am (UTC)
I kind of want Lilith to possess Dean at the end, and go to break the seal. Because Sam's been telling himself that no matter what, he's willing to do anything to stop all this. But he's been focused on sacrificing himself, what if it comes down to it, and he has to sacrifice Dean? Would he be willing to do that?

Even Sam's vision of Mary said, "Don't let anyone or anything stand in your way. Even Dean." But what if it's not Dean come to stop him, but Dean (possessed or whatever) standing between Sam and saving the world.

Edited at 2009-05-11 05:43 am (UTC)
ヴェレーナ: fnl texas foreverongiara on May 12th, 2009 07:35 pm (UTC)
what if it comes down to it, and he has to sacrifice Dean? Would he be willing to do that?
Didn't Sam agreed to the deal of his own AND Dean's head on a stick in return for Lilith stopping to break seals in The Monster at the Ende of This Book? No clue if he would have actually went through with it, or if he just said yes and meant to dispose of Lilith before sealing it with a kiss or whatever but it kind of makes you think...

And I certainly don't like where those thoughts lead to *wibbles*
circlingdown on May 12th, 2009 11:39 am (UTC)
Hey, I've added you. Hope that's okay. I'm going to Asylum too :D *excited* I was looking for other fans cos I'm a n00b to Supernatural.

-- Amy xxx
ヴェレーナ: Jared no heartsongiara on May 12th, 2009 07:43 pm (UTC)
Hello and welcome! Make yourself at home and have a cookie. New friends are awesome and especially when there's the chance ahead to meet them on person on top :)
circlingdown on May 13th, 2009 08:54 am (UTC)
Thanks very much. I heart cookies but I'm detoxing, lol ;) Eeeee!!! I know!! So excited! I'm a newbie to the fandom but everyone's been so welcoming, it's amazing. I really can't wait to meet people. Considering wearing a "circlingdown" sticker ;)